I want it all.

i want it all

i want that big love. i want pictures of us brushing our teeth. i want touching all night, i want watching our favorite show, i want spontaneous late night adventures, i want trips to the museum. i want the best friend love, the everything love. the comfortable love. the loud, unashamed love. the drunk on each other love. i want it all.

i think it’s real this time. i really hope it’s real this time. i always felt that i could turn my feelings off. in dire situations i can numb them so good i even fool myself, but now they’re back and i don’t have a choice. i’m stuck. i hope this pans out well.

--Courtesy of my bestie Megan Berray.